The structure of control gives humans the illusion that we are safe. The only way we can truly feel safe is from the inside out.
Expeditions in Faith – Being Consciousness in Getting It Wrong
So you made a decision to take a step, followed the Divine and YOU FEEL like it was a mistake, failure or you simply lost your way. Maybe your perception gets to be widen in this situation. Just maybe that this “misstep” is the best thing that has ever happened to you and you just don’t know it yet.